Sunday, May 19, 2019

Calmly Enduring (Patience)


Calmly Enduring (Patience)                    

You know what they say about patience—“watch out if you pray for patience, because then you’ll end up with lots of opportunities to need it.” 

I have really needed patience in the past few days. And it’s not because I had prayed for it recently. The need for it just came. Matter of fact, I was lambasted with a need for patience. 

My 1941 dictionary defines the noun, patience, as “the quality of being patient or calmly enduring.” * Google’s online dictionary adds, to “suffer without getting angry or upset.”

Also, a patient person is described as someone who “suffers pain, hardship, affliction, insult, etc., with calmness and equanimity; persevering; forbearing; waiting with calmness.” *

That word, equanimity, is interesting. It’s described as levelheadedness, mental calmness, and composure, especially in a difficult situation. 

I can say that, yes, I suffered emotional pain, affliction, and insult at the hands of another person and it was deliberate. The part about “calmness and equanimity,” I didn’t do so well. I think I would give myself a C-. I didn’t scream and holler or say something to the person I’d later regret (and hopefully I won’t), but I didn’t maintain mental composure either. 



I told our son, “Right now, I’m working on forgiveness.” 

He said, “That’s really tough when you’re still in the middle of the situation.”

How true. When a negative, hurtful situation is ongoing and we know we need to forgive—that we’re called to forgive—nobody said it would be easy. 

But God has not left us without help for difficult life situations that involve difficult people. We, who are followers of Jesus, have His very Spirit residing inside us. He’s there to guide us through dark places. 

We have the power of prayer to help lift us out of the snares of anger and unforgiveness. I continue in prayer for the other person as well as for myself. The thought, “but I deserve to be mad and I want to be mad,” must be worked through. It’s a process. God knows our thoughts and He knows our hearts. Kind thoughts and a pure heart are not automatic human responses—well, at least not for me. That’s why His mercy is new every morning (Lamentations 3:23) and His grace is sufficient in all situations (2 Corinthians 12:9). Thank You, Lord!

Each morning, I post a prayer for children on my social media. On this particular day, the prayer (written months in advance) was for patience and read: “Lord, help my children learn to patiently wait on You, knowing You readily hear their heart cries” (Psalm 40:1).

After praying that prayer for my family, I turned to Psalm 40 in my Bible and read the whole thing. I was reminded that reading and studying God’s Word is another help God has given to help us navigate tribulations. This Psalm, written by David, is subtitled, “Faith Persevering in Trial.”

After reading the entire psalm, I was encouraged and reassured that God sees and knows every minuscule detail of all our lives. I realize I need to allow my Creator to enter into my hurt and anger-filled situation and help me handle it His way. When I step back, He steps in.

David certainly knew about trials and conflicts. Here is part of what he wrote:
“I waited patiently for the LORD; and He inclined to me, and heard my cry.
“He also brought me up out of a horrible pit, out of the miry clay, and set my feet upon a rock, and established my steps. 

“He has put a new song in my mouth— praise to our God; many will see it and fear, and will trust in the LORD.

“Blessed is that man who makes the LORD his trust, and does not respect the proud, nor such as turn aside to lies.

“Many, O LORD my God, are Your wonderful works which You have done; and Your thoughts toward us cannot be recounted to You in order; if I would declare and speak of them, they are more than can be numbered” (Psalm 40:1-5).
As we travel through dealings with difficult situations and difficult emotions, lets allow God’s ways to enter in and be our light and guide.

Prayer for Children - Connie Wohlford
His indwelling Spirit, our privilege of prayer, and His Word are provided for our benefit to help us live life in abundance. Our role is to do our part in relying on them. 

Another blessing from God in hard times is the counsel of godly people. Family, friends, small groups, and minister professionals are gifts from God who help as sounding boards, encouragers, and prayer partners. 

I’m grateful to my Creator for His provision in all things. Philippians 4:19 says, “And my God will supply all your need according to His riches in glory by Christ Jesus” (NKJV). 

We usually think of this passage in relation to physical needs like food, clothing, and shelter. But it’s much more. His provision of unfailing love, amazing grace, unrelenting mercy, and unfathomable peace are provided for us in the here and now and will be intensified beyond our imaginations in God’s Eternal Kingdom. Glory be to God!  

How do you handle these kinds of situations? Your comments are welcome.

©Copyright 2019 Connie Wohlford 

*National Dictionary - 1941 Edition; P.F. Collier and Son Corporation, New York

Sunday, May 5, 2019

Hearing but Not Doing


Hearing but Not Doing                      

Do you praise God in church—mindful of the melodious words flowing through your lips? Do those words reverberate in your spirit, triggering gratitude for God’s amazing love and grace while arousing adoration that flow upward to your Creator? 

Perhaps you sing an old hymn like “I Surrender All” or contemporary lyrics such as “Here I am down on my knees again, surrendering all … I surrender.” *   

These moments may cause us to humbly do just that—surrender. With heartfelt awe, we give ourselves to God.

Was the sermon so powerful and beautifully articulated that you knew things were going to be different? “Things are going to change,” you tell yourself.

Then what happens when we exit the church or auditorium? When you sang, “I want to know You, Lord,”* you meant every word. But then the whole next week went by and you didn’t read anything more than a two-minute devotional while your unopened Bible did nothing more than gather dust?

Photo by Connie Wohlford

We cannot get to know our Lord well without spending quality time in His Book. Maybe you meant it when you sang, “Lord, have Your way in me,” * but without reading His Book, it’s hard to know what His way is.





Hearing but not doing is an age-old scenario with God’s people. About 2,600 years ago Ezekiel wrote about the Israelites having the same problem. 

God spoke these words to Ezekiel: “‘As for you, son of man, the children of your people are talking about you beside the walls and in the doors of the houses; and they speak to one another, everyone saying to his brother, “Please come and hear what the word is that comes from the LORD.” So they come to you as people do, they sit before you as My people, and they hear your words, but they do not do them; for with their mouth they show much love, but their hearts pursue their own gain. Indeed you are to them as a very lovely song of one who has a pleasant voice and can play well on an instrument; for they hear your words, but they do not do them. And when this comes to pass—surely it will come—then they will know that a prophet has been among them’” (Ezekiel 33:30-33 NKJV).

You may ask, “What will come to pass? What is God talking about?” In the preceding verses of Ezekiel 33, God had told Ezekiel of the calamity that would befall the people if they did not follow God’s instructions. But, since that is not the theme of this post, I’ll not get go there. You can go read it for yourself if you wish. I will say, though, that the bad stuff did come to pass just as God prophesied through Ezekiel and it was not a pretty sight.

Just like those Israelites, we’re human beings with good intentions. We might show much love for God and for His spokesperson, our pastor. But then we turn and pursue what we believe is our own gain.

Let’s be mindful of the stirring words we hear in song or sermon and turn to actually do what we say we will do—those things God’s Word and His messengers teach us. Let the directives from the Holy Spirit not be little warm fuzzies but become a part of our very essence. Let us receive God’s truths as revelation rather than simple inspiration and “press on toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus” (Philippians 3:14 NASB).

Instead of consequences let’s get rewards.  

Your comments are welcome.

©Copyright 2019 Connie Wohlford

* “I Surrender” – Hillsong Worship https://www.youtube.com/watch?reload=9&v=s7jXASBWwwI

Wednesday, April 24, 2019

Malchus


Malchus


So, who is Malchus?

You’ve probably not lost sleep wondering about him. He’s one of those obscure figures mentioned in the Bible. Although the incident involving him is sited in all of the four Gospels, only John recorded his name.  

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Malchus is the guy whose ear was hacked off by Peter, who was attempting to defend Jesus in the Garden of Gethsemane. 

I always wondered about this man. He must have been quite stunned when Peter’s sword sliced off his ear and then Jesus immediately healed him. 

So, in my imaginings I’ve come up with a short story about Malchus. 

Enjoy: 


Malchus By Connie Wohlford
  

       “Malchus, what on earth is wrong!? ... What is it? What has happened?”

       Hadassah had never seen her husband behave this way. She stood before him, looking into his face as he stared straight ahead with an expression totally unfamiliar to his wife of seven years.

       Then she noticed the blood. There was blood on the right shoulder of his cloak. She examined his neck and head but saw no sign of a wound.

       “Malchus, what has happened? There’s blood on your shoulder! Are you hurt?”

       The young man continued to stare straight ahead—speechless.

       By this time, Hadassah was really concerned, but didn’t know what to think or to say.

       She studied his face, gaining no clue explaining his abnormal behavior.

       He raised his right hand and looked at it. It was covered with blood. His expression became even more alarming as his furrowed brow hinted at concern and fear.

       Seeing the bloody hand, Hadassah gasped. “Malchus, what have you done? Have you hurt someone?” Lowering her voice, “Have you killed someone?”

       Malchus raised his face and looked at her, but his troubled expression didn’t change.

       Hadassah poured water into a basin. Again Malchus looked at his bloody hand then slowly walked over to the basin and washed.

       He sat down on a chair and putting his face into his hands began to weep. When his soft crying turned into sobbing Hadassah walked to the door and latched it, fearing her husband had committed some terrible crime and the authorities would arrive at any minute.

       This strong, patient man who she dearly loved was overcome with emotion beyond anything she had ever seen. Her own imagination took her to depths of fear for him and for herself. All she could do was wrap her arms around his broad shoulders and cry with him. She was scared and wondered what would happen next.

       Finally, his tense body began to relax a little. With hands on his shoulders, she pulled away and looked at his dark curly hair in front of her face. Instinctively, her fingers caressed those locks she adored.

       “Darling, what is it? Please tell me.”

       His reddened tear-filled eyes looked intently into hers and after a long pause, he spoke.

       “Hadassah, tonight I took part in a horrible deed. Caiaphas sent me with some troops and temple officers to arrest the rabbi who has been causing such a stir among the people.”

       “Do you mean Jesus?”

       “Yes.”

       “Why? Why would they arrest Jesus?”

       “Caiaphas and many others of the Sanhedrin think He’s misleading people or even that he’s from the devil.”

       “But Malchus, He has done nothing but good. He teaches about the Kingdom of God and brings such hope to people ... And many say He has healed sick people and even raised a man from the dead. ... I don’t understand!”

       “Have you heard Him?”

       “Yes, a little. I heard Him talk about God’s love for us and that we should love others—even our enemies. He said we should do good even to those who do harm to us. Have you heard Him teach?”

       “I was with Caiaphas when Jesus called the scribes and Pharisees hypocrites and whitewashed tombs. Caiaphas is a proud man and that didn’t set well with him—nor with the rest of the Sanhedrin who were there.”

       “No, I suppose not.”

       Hadassah’s eyes fell to the blood-stained cloak and asked, “Who was injured? Whose blood is this?”

       “It’s mine.”

       His alarmed wife stood up and looked carefully at his head and neck. She pulled aside his garment, looking at his bare shoulder to find no sign of a wound or even a scratch on his skin.

       Malchus got up and pulled another chair over to face his own.

       “Sit down,” he near whispered.

       She obeyed and stared into his handsome face.

       Sitting back down, Malchus opened his mouth to inhale a deep breath. After a slow exhale he began to speak.

       “Caiaphas, Annas, and the other officials want to get rid of Jesus. He’s a threat to them. They don’t like the things he says and they don’t want the people to follow Him.”

       Hadassah was puzzled and Malchus could see it in her face.

       “Hadassah, these men are not always what you think. They’re proud and they’re powerful. They don’t like being insulted and they don’t want anyone to have more influence over our people than they do themselves.”

       “I was honored to be promoted to be a personal servant to the high priest and for the most part, Caiaphas has been a decent boss to me. But since Jesus came on the scene, He’s been agitated and impatient. Hadassah, he hates Jesus.”

       “Oh, Malchus, that’s terrible!”

       “Caiaphas, Annas, and the others will not be satisfied until He’s gone ... for good.”

       “I don’t know everything. But from hearing parts of their conversations, it’s obvious they see Him as a serious threat. He threatens their authority—the whole religious system they control. He spends time with sinners and makes claims about the Kingdom of God. More and more the people are drawn to Him.”

       “But what’s that got to do with all this blood?” she interrupted.

       “Tonight, Caiaphas sent me with a contingent of soldiers and temple guards to Gethsemane to arrest Jesus. One of His own disciples, Judas, went with us to identify Him to the soldiers. Judas kissed Jesus on the cheek to show He was the man.”

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       “Jesus asked them who they were seeking and when they answered, ‘Jesus of Nazareth,’ Jesus stood tall and said, ‘I am He.’ When He spoke, we all fell to the ground! We were helpless! We just fell back and down we went! There was power in Him and His words that we couldn’t stand up against. I felt like a child’s doll or something!”    

       “We got back to our feet and Jesus said again, ‘Whom are you seeking?’ A soldier answered, ‘Jesus of Nazareth.’”

       “Then Jesus said, with such authority, ‘I told you I am He. If you seek Me then let these others go their way.’”

       “All of a sudden one of his disciples lunged at us with a sword. I jumped to the side and his blade struck the side of my head and cut my ear completely off! Right there in front of me, my ear fell to the ground!”

       Hadassah gasped and with wide eyes she looked at his ears—first one and then the other.

       Not giving her a chance to speak, Malchus continued, “Jesus said, ‘Peter, put away your sword! Shall I not drink the cup the Father has given me?’ Then Jesus touched the side of my head and healed me. He didn’t say a word—he just healed me!”

       Tears welled up in Malchus’ eyes and for a moment he couldn’t speak. He batted his eyes and put his hands on Hadassah’s shoulders.

       “Hadassah, my love, when He touched me, He looked me square in the eyes. It was like a moment frozen in time. I looked into His eyes and I knew that He loved me. It’s a love that I can’t explain. It was just there in His eyes and His face. It was who He is—Love!”

       “And that’s not all. I could see that He knew me and He understood me. And, Hadassah, He was forgiving me—right there in that moment, He was forgiving me! I can’t explain it. None of this makes sense but it was the most real thing I’ve ever experienced.”

       Still wide-eyed, Hadassah took a deep breath and said, “Do you think He is the Christ?”

       Malchus stared into her beautiful dark eyes and answered, “Yes. Yes, my darling, He is the Christ.”

       They each sat straight up staring at one another. Now Hadassah’s eyes filled with tears. Neither spoke for a long moment. Each was captivated by their own thoughts swirling around Malchus’ words.

       Hadassah broke the silence. “And they arrested Him. Where did they take Him?”

       “Before we went to the garden, Caiaphas told the temple guards to have Him taken to Annas’ house. Then they were to take Him to Caiaphas’ house. He’s going to end up before Pilate, but not before daybreak.”

       “This whole thing is unlawful, Hadassah. They arrested Jesus in the dark of night and they’re being secretive—taking him to Annas’ house and to Caiaphas’ house. They don’t want people to know. So many people love Him.”

       Hadassah asked, “What is going to happen to Jesus?”

       Looking toward the small window, Malchus replied, “I don’t know. But the sun is coming up and He’ll be standing before Pilate soon.”

       Malchus and Hadassah ate some bread and dates, changed clothes, and started to go out the door of their home.

       “Wait, Hadassah—we need to pray.”

       They stood facing one another, holding hands. Hadassah bowed her head and Malchus raised his face toward Heaven and prayed aloud, “Oh, Yahweh, most High and Holy One, we stand before You as humble servants. Abba, we’re confused—but You are not. We’re afraid—but You are not. We don’t know what’s going to happen—but You have a plan. We’re trusting you, Abba, with this day. Thank You, Mighty God! Amen.”

       Hadassah agreed by saying, “Amen.”

       The couple started walking toward the center of the city—to the market area where people would be buying goods to use in preparation for Passover Shabbat. There were surprisingly few people there but it was still quite early.  

       Hearing people chanting a few blocks away, Hadassah and Malchus looked at one another and walked in the direction of the voices. As they got closer, they understood the words, “Crucify Him! Crucify Him!”

       A crowd had gathered at the Praetorium, home of Pontius Pilate, the Roman governor of Judea. The mob kept shouting, “Crucify Him! Crucify Him!”

       On the balcony of the stately structure stood Jesus, next to Pilate and flanked by two Roman soldiers.

       Malchus and Hadassah could hardly believe the scene in front of them. There was Jesus, an innocent man of love, kindness, and good works—bloody from a thorny crown and torn flesh inflicted by the cat-o-nine-tails.

       Hadassah buried her face in her hands, wanting to leave yet compelled to stay.

       Pilate called out to the crowd, “Shall I crucify your King?”

       The chief priests answered, “We have no king but Caesar!”

       Then the soldiers lead Jesus away to be crucified.

       Carrying His own cross, Jesus was led up to the Place of a Scull, called Golgotha. There He would be crucified, a horrible form of punishment to the death, reserved for hardened criminals.

       Malchus and Hadassah followed along the road leading up the hill as did many others from the crowd. Some of the people were crying but most were scoffing Jesus. Many of those scoffers were the same ones who had welcomed Jesus into the city just five days earlier, glorifying Him and shouting, “Hosanna! Blessed is He who comes in the name of the Lord!”

       What had caused this dramatic change, they wondered. They slowly walked along—then watched the anguish of their new found Savior, as large nails were driven into His hands and feet. They wanted to leave but could not take their eyes off of their King, as life ebbed from His body.

       Hadassah wept all the more when she saw the agony on the face of Jesus’ mother who knelt near the cross with friends. She didn’t want to think about the anguish piercing this mother’s heart.

       Moments before He died, Jesus raised His head. His weary eyes seemed to survey the on-lookers. Then His gaze fell on Malchus. Eye to eye once again with this one who had taken part in His arrest, Jesus once more reassured Malchus of His compassion and forgiveness. The Lord didn’t speak but Spirit to spirit His message was communicated. The young man fell to his knees and again wept in humble gratitude.

       Jesus struggled to raise His head toward Heaven and said, “Father, forgive them, for they do not know what they do.”

       Then looking at His mother, He said, “Woman, behold your son!”

       And to His disciple, John, He said, “Behold your mother!”

       Moments later, He declared, “It is finished,” and the King of kings died a criminal’s death.

       Suddenly the sky darkened as though it were night. The earth shook bringing people to the ground.

       Malchus and Hadassah clung to one another and sobbed. They huddled there together for a long time and watched as friends of Jesus lowered Him from the cross and carried Him away to a tomb. With assistance from John, Mary, absorbed in grief, followed the small processional.

       Malchus helped Hadassah to her feet and they made their way home—neither speaking a word.

       In the days that followed the young couple went through the motions of the Passover celebration but it was not the joy-filled festival they normally enjoyed.

       On the morning of the third day, the sun rose a little earlier and seemed a little brighter.

       Hadassah prepared breakfast as usual and noticed the gloom of the past two days was somewhat lifting from her spirit. The odd thing was that she didn’t want to feel better. Jesus was dead and the hopes of a better future had been nailed to the cross with Him. They were gone, dead, and buried.

       Malchus had been outside and stepped through the doorway carrying a bouquet of fresh picked flowers—lilies—her favorite. He was hoping to brighten her day—and his own as well. Wrapping his arms around her, he whispered her favorite words: “I love you so much.”

       They kissed and looked at one another, tilting their heads as they loved to do.

       Malchus did not to have to report to Caiaphas for a few more days because of the holiday. The lot had fallen for him to have these days off from serving the high priest. He really didn’t want to see the man again so was thankful for the postponement.

       “After breakfast, let’s go for a walk,” Malchus suggested.

       “I love that idea,” was her reply.

       They no sooner stepped through the threshold when Hadassah’s best friend, Rebekah, rushed to them, seemingly from nowhere. Her face was illuminated with excitement.

       Grabbing her friend’s arm, Rebekah pulled Hadassah back into the house. The surprised husband twirled around and followed.

       “Hadassah, Malchus, Jesus is alive!”

       “What are you saying? We watched Him die!” exclaimed Hadassah.

       “Yes, I know! So did I! But I tell you, He’s alive! He rose from the dead! Mary, my sister, she saw Him! She talked to Him!”

       “Mary’s hallucinating because of her grief. ... Did you see Him?” said Malchus.

       “No, but I believe her and several others have seen him too.”

       Open-mouthed, Malchus and Hadassah stood there. They so wanted to believe. But they saw Him die. Yet something in their spirits believed Rebekah’s report. They looked at one another, then back again at Rebekah. How could this be? Yet they desperately wanted it to be.

       Malchus turned to Rebekah, “Do you think we could find Him? It’s worth a try.”

       Looking from face to face he declared, “Let’s go!”

       The three rushed out the door and headed toward the north end of the city where Rebekah had been told Jesus might be found.

       Amidst a grove of olive trees, they saw a small gathering of people. Malchus recognized Jesus’ disciple, named Peter, standing at the edge of the group. As they drew in closer they recognized the voice of Jesus, “It was necessary that I suffer and now am raised from the dead. You, who believe, will be my witnesses. I cannot tarry here. I must go to Galilee. You will hear more from me and I will send the Helper to you.”

       The men and women stepped aside as Jesus walked through the group. He was smiling as He walked toward Malchus and Hadassah. With a hand on a shoulder of each of them, He said, “Malchus, my friend, I’m glad to see you again.”

       Then looking at the young woman, “Hadassah, I’m glad you’re here.”

       Jesus turned to walk back toward His disciples and suddenly He was gone—just gone. Those in the group looked at one another with wide-eyes and gaping mouths.

       Peter broke through their bewilderment, laughed out loud, and said, “Okay, my fellow disciples, off to the Galilee we go. I’d like to do some fishing while we’re there. The eleven men turned and headed north, talking and laughing as they walked.

       Rebekah located Mary and they embraced. After joyful good-byes to Malchus and Hadassah the sisters strolled back to the city, picking wild flowers along the way.

       With beaming smiles, Malchus and Hadassah looked at one another. Deep sorrow and fear had turned to great joy and relief. Malchus pulled Hadassah over to an old olive tree and they sat together leaning against the twisted, thick trunk. Suitable words could not be found nor were they necessary. They just sat there, looking at Yahweh’s holy city, Jerusalem, while breathing in the fresh air, savoring the sweet aroma of the Lilies of the Valley. Happy birds serenaded as the couple basked in hope, joy, peace, and love beyond any they had ever experienced.

       They sensed a new day had come. They knew there would be trials but their trust was now in Jesus. New confidence in the future filled their hearts and spirits. A new hope had arisen with the rising of Jesus, the Christ.     ©Copyright 2017 Connie Wohlford


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What are your thoughts on Malchus?


Do you ever wonder about obscure individuals mentioned in the Bible? If so, who?


Do you imagine stories about them?


Your comments are welcome.


©Copyright 2019 Connie Wohlford